Indeed...
Nothing fun ever seem to happen and when they do they end so fast I don't have time to experience them fully.
School is also boring, even Swedish, whom I used to like has been destroyed by the teacher whom I suspect thinks we can't read... All the interesting classes, religion, philosophy and... well those two, aren't until next year even though we hardly do anything this year... I hate school so much right now... It's just so friggin boring! Who the hell said it would get more difficult? I can't even enjoy the dramas like I used to because I've found one I really like and now all the others suck. Movies don't appeal to me like they used to and since I'm still an addict (computer that is), I can't bring myself away from the computer and my music, I mean I even have my mac in school so I can't read there either. And I've lost my passion for writing to... God I'm depressing! Maybe I should go to Göteborg tomorrow? I am free on Monday after all, although I don't have any money. S**t. Although again, my dad is there too, maybe I could... Bah! I onno... I mean, I really can't put my computer away, It's sick. I think to myself that I just have to put it away but I don't really want to and if I were to leave it at home I'd just worry that the house would burn down or something. I always do that without my computer, It's like a blanket... I really need to make some save copys to my other hard drive... I'm afraid I'm going stupid. It just seems that way since I have no one intelligent here to speak to except my father... That's even more depressing.
